I think I got stye from crying too much yesterday.
Can you honestly blame me?
Possibly the love of my life has gone through so much physical pain,
AND he was conscious the whole time.
How could I NOT cry when I heard that?

And the future rocky emotional rollercoaster he will have to endure in the next few days and weeks.
)':

And God, he has to go NS in a few days.
OF ALL TIMES.

And guess what? His hp line got cut.
Once again, OF ALL TIMES!

I know, I know.
I shouldn't question God's decisions.
It's all fate.
"Ada hikmah....."
bla3 that phrase.
Cliche, but true.

Hais.
Maybe that's what you get for having too much fun?
Idk.
I wish there was a manual on life installed in our brains.

Hais. ):

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