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Thursday, February 25, 2010
I refuse to sit and cry, worrying about my stye, so I googled some remedies, found out the meaning of Blasphemy, after which I took a cloth, and warm water like a sloth - couldn't decide between boiling, or maybe even scalding, or perhaps put in some ice; I wonder if the difference would surprise. Switched on the radio, turned the volume low, had my moment of reverence, as I listened to the muezzin's call, had me thinking of... Returned to the laptop, soaked the cloth in and out, pressed the warmth to my stye, his facebook caught my other eye, had me thinking of... Hey! The water's not warm enough! Getting this right's really tough! Went to fetch boiling water, busy, busy, busy; I won't go under, had me thinking of... Returned to the laptop, soaked the cloth in and out, as I thought of these insignificant doings, with actually deeper meanings.
I threw the cloth aside, Fuck it, I said. I'm never going to distract myself from thinking of...
you.
-Anna Lee
I've tried again & again not to worry about you. I know I told you to be strong, but fact is, I'm afraid. I'm afraid that you'll break down, because if you do, then I will too. I can't stand to see you sad. & I'm afraid that I can't be strong for you. You're my strength. If there's no you, there's no me. I can't be me without you, but I'm trying my best to keep smiling for you.
I refuse to sit and cry, worrying about my stye, so I googled some remedies, found out the meaning of Blasphemy, after which I took a cloth, and warm water like a sloth - couldn't decide between boiling, or maybe even scalding, or perhaps put in some ice; I wonder if the difference would surprise. Switched on the radio, turned the volume low, had my moment of reverence, as I listened to the muezzin's call, had me thinking of... Returned to the laptop, soaked the cloth in and out, pressed the warmth to my stye, his facebook caught my other eye, had me thinking of... Hey! The water's not warm enough! Getting this right's really tough! Went to fetch boiling water, busy, busy, busy; I won't go under, had me thinking of... Returned to the laptop, soaked the cloth in and out, as I thought of these insignificant doings, with actually deeper meanings.
I threw the cloth aside, Fuck it, I said. I'm never going to distract myself from thinking of...
you.
-Anna Lee
I've tried again & again not to worry about you. I know I told you to be strong, but fact is, I'm afraid. I'm afraid that you'll break down, because if you do, then I will too. I can't stand to see you sad. & I'm afraid that I can't be strong for you. You're my strength. If there's no you, there's no me. I can't be me without you, but I'm trying my best to keep smiling for you.
